Currently This

I do so much bitching about bad doctors that I want to tell you all about this one who may - may may MAY - be a good one. Could be. Certainly isn't a bad one, I can definitely say that.

I want to tell you about her, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid of jinxing things. I'm afraid that anything I say can be used against me if things go bad. I'm afraid that if I say the wrong thing about this doctor, change my socks before the season is over or fail to align the planets correctly, my kid will never get better and, in the very few weeks I have left before she turns eighteen, they will take her away from me.

Anyways - this doctor isn't hurting my kid. She's the only traditional doctor in the last two years she has seen that I can say that of. And that's as much as I feel safe saying without written guarantees from God.