Wednesday, May 11, 2005








Again, not much different here. We've ruled out acupuncture as an alternative treatment because she feels so bad for so long afterward. She's looking forward to the new Star Wars and I want her feeling well enough to go.

My son, wonder of wonders, is taking the bus to school now. As glad as I am not to have to drive in the morning and as big a step for independence this is, I miss our morning drive. I miss doing our thing where we each say something good about ourselves and something we are looking forward to in our day. I miss his endless prattle about his current obsession.

My older one is doing well, thank heavens. She is gearing up to graduate high school - who would have thought I could get her there? - and like her sister is driving me nuts about the new Star Wars film. The girls are going to be uber-nerds, dress up in costume and wait in line for the first showing in Hollywood. I'm nervous about this.

Heh - had to add "uber-nerds" to the old spell checker. What a guffaw. Had to add "heh", too. Did I put the comma in the right place there, or anywhere else? I hate commas. Fucking punctuation.

I'm considering a tattoo, but have no real idea which one or why, except that I'm old enough to do what I want and feel a burning need to re-connect with the stupidity and impulsivity of my youth. Oldest girl's burning need to brand herself as self expression of cool and rebellion reminds me I have no brains. My middle girl, in an almost related development, thinks shaving head will be good therapy for her. Says it symbolizes shedding the old pain and moving on. I told her she had to sleep on it and if she still wants to do it, go for it. I think she'll hate it, but it makes good psyche sense to me.


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